Given today's modern distortion of the Holy Bible, realizing that it's been edited, sometimes it hard to believe in Christ, here's an answer to your problem.

This two are amazing to me, and give you a more present way of understanding truth in Christ. I Recommend reading through the Gospel of Thomas. Jesus Christ self powering, in the gospel of Thomas are vital, and they have been removed. Free your mind, Accept Christ As Your savior mind, body and soul and live for his glory. Amen.